Thursday, November 30, 2006
Saturday, November 25, 2006
HOME BEFORE DARK
by Daniel Jacob(1992).

I see my past before me. I warm myself before the fires of my youth.
I hear your familiar voice and I remember---and, in that remembrance, there is peace and the security that I thought I had lost.
How often had I sat in the dark, held captive by those clear and rich tones, receiving soul's assignments in a language only hearts could recognize?
There were many of us there that night, and there was only ONE. For we all sat as children, all together did we hear. And were we not transformed then, were we not quickened and made whole?
Then the time came for us to take our separate paths. Paths of separation---paths of necessary pain.
And did we not seem to smile as we departed---smiles that offered a blessed promise, a pledge to meet together once again when our tasks were done.
"I won't be long." I said. "Don't worry about me. I'll be home before dark."
And then, I laid aside my sweetest memories and walked into the mist of time and space. I somehow managed to forget those hours together and be lost in a workaday world.
I played the Game, I played it well. I toiled and wept and laughed and wished upon a star. And you were all there, you never left. And you watched and quietly stood by.
Days flowed into nights and weeks became years. And still you stayed and you watched over me.
When two small hands held mine, needing strength and offering innocent love---I smiled and shrugged and rose to the task. This is how it was planned, you see? This is where the growth was to be.
"I won't be long---don't worry about me. I'll be home before dark.
And when my seed was sown, my frame bent low beneath the weariness of that denial of who I truly am---your voice spoke softly to my anxious heart and began to awaken all I had left behind.
Slowly, tentatively, the numbness departs and I can feel you all once again.
Hidden, like Easter eggs---some here, some there---lay the reminders of my ancient past, my treasured Higher Self.
I gather them into a single bowl. I sit with them at sunset and let their sweetness wash over me.
In an instant, we are all together once again. Sitting, cross-legged and eager---as she strums her guitar and croons with sacred melody.
As quickly as we all disappeared into that mist, our single soul has reunited once again. Unkempt, but unbroken by the journey.
Knit together, as clouds of night approach, the night that threatens no more sunrise---and bares no moon to light the way.
"I won't be long---don't worry about me." "I'll be home before dark."
畢業真係好煩!
整簡歷啦,打印影印啦~~做封面啦~~樣樣都要錢,真係未識揾錢先洗錢了~~
一切都好迷茫~好似要“尷便尷賤”咁賣出去~~
冷靜冷靜!!!
一定要冷靜!!!
Friday, November 24, 2006
Midnight
宜家已經係北京時間凌晨一點五十七分,我未訓~我宿舍D人都未訓,隔離宿舍嘅都好精神~~~剛剛從隔離打玩牌返來,好眼訓~但又唔想訓~
今日開始停課,從今日停到下個月10號。因為有好多人請假,考日語、公務員、去招聘會......
講真啊,宜家真係好迷茫,都唔知自己想點,好似好多嘢要做但又好頹好懶~廣州個幾場招聘會我都唔打算去,總覺得唔使咁急。專八都未考,呢個先係重點!
所以都係乖乖哋留喺學校了......
Sunday, November 19, 2006
The Phantom of the Opera
歌剧魅影----台词2
你曾是我的伙伴You were once My one companion
你曾是最重要的人You were all that mattered
然而我的世界破碎了Then my world was shattered
真希望你能在这里Wishing you were somehow here again
真希望你能听见Wishing you were somehow near
有时好像,我只是作了个梦Sometimes it seemed If I just dreamed
而你会在这里Somehow you would be here
真希望能再次听见你的声音Wishing I could hear your voice again
却知道我再也听不见Knowing that I never would
梦见你,并无法帮助我Dreaming of you Won't help me to do
去做所有我梦想能做的事All that you dreamed I could
哀悼的钟声和肃穆的天使雕像Passing bells and sculpted angels
既冰冷又巨大Cold and monumental
对你而言,似乎并不恰当Seem for you The wrong companions
你曾是温暖且和蔼的You were warm and gentle
我已抑制泪水多年Too many years Fighting back tears
为何过去不能就这么死去Why can't the past just die?
真希望你能在这里Wishing you were somehow here again
我知道我们必须说再见Knowing we must say goodbye
试着去宽恕...教我如何生存 Try to forgive Teach me to live
给我尝试的力量 Give me the strength to try
不再有回忆、无声的泪水 No more memories No more silent tears
不再凝望...No more gazing across
过去的岁月 The wasted years
帮助我说...Help me say
漂泊徘徊的孩子,迷惘又无助 Wandering child So lost, so helpless
渴望我的引领 Yearning for my guidance
天使...或父亲?朋友...或幽灵?Angel or father Friend or phantom?
是谁在那里凝望?- Who is it there staring?
你忘了你的天使?- Have you forgotten your angel?
天使,说话吧...我是如此思念Angel, oh, speak What endless longings
这深沉的低语回音 Echo in this whisper
你已孤单徘徊太久Too long you've wandered in winter
远离了我看顾的目光Far from my fathering gaze
我的心疯狂地抗拒着你- Wildly, my mind beats against you
你抗拒... You resist
然而灵魂却服从- Yet the soul obeys
拒绝真正的美丽- Turning from true beauty
请来到我身旁,陌生的天使- Come to your strange angel
别逼我这么做Don't make me do this.
我吓坏了It scares me.
别让我经历这烈焰般的考验Don't put me through this ordeal by fire.
我们会被永远分开We'll be parted forever.
他不会放我走的He won't let me go.
我曾作过的梦What I once used to dream...
现在令我不安...I now dread.
他会永远在那He'll always be there
在我脑海里唱歌Singing songs in my head
你自己说过You said yourself
他只不过是个凡人He was nothing but a man
然而只要他活着Yet while he lives
他就会缠着我们He will haunt us
到我们死去为止Till we're dead
一切纠结难解Twisted every way
我该如何选择?What answer can I give?
我痛恨中断乐趣I hate to have to cut the fun short
但玩笑日渐乏味But the joke's wearing thin
你必须付出代价You will have to pay the bill
征服是必然的Conquest is assured
希望我不会忘形大笑If I do not forget myself and laugh
在她脑里没有别的想法No thoughts within her head
只有欣喜的想法But thoughts of joy
在她心中不再有梦想No dreams within her heart
你来到这里You have come here
追寻你最深沉的冲动In pursuit of your deepest urge
追寻那愿望,那在此之前In pursuit of that wish Which till now
一直是安静...Has been silent
无声的Silent
我已让你见识I have brought you
这激情将融化并结合That our passions may fuse and merge
在你心中,你早已屈服于我In your mind You've already succumbed to me
放下所有防备,彻底屈服于我Dropped all defenses Completely succumbed to me
现在你跟我在一起,没有二心Now you are here with me, No second thoughts
The Phantom of the Opera
歌剧魅影----台词(1)
此生此情不渝One love, one lifetime
无论去何处都让你我形影不离Anywhere you go Let me go too
说爱我,我将跟随你Say the word And I will follow you
让你我共享每一天Say you'll share with me
每一个晨昏时分Share each day with me Each night, each morning
让你的灵魂开始翱翔Let your spirit start To soar
你将会获得前所未有的感觉And you'll live As you've never lived before
柔和且灵巧地Softly, deftly
音乐会抚慰你Music shall caress you
聆听它、感觉它Hear it, feel it
神秘的迷住了你Secretly possess you
敞开你的心扉,让幻想奔驰Open up your mind Let your fantasies unwind
在这个你无法抗拒的黑暗里In this darkness that you know You cannot fight
这夜晚音乐的黑暗The darkness of The music of the night
让你的心灵开始遨游Let your mind start a journey
看看这奇特的新世界Through a strange new world
抛开以往惯有的思虑Leave all thoughts of the life You knew before
让你的灵魂带着你Let your soul take you
到你想去的地方Where you long to be
唯有如此你才能属于我Only then can you belong To me
漂浮、降临Floating, falling
甜美的醉意Sweet intoxication
触碰我、相信我Touch me, trust me
品尝每一种感觉Savor each sensation
让梦展开Let the dream begin
让你黑暗的一面屈服Let your darker side give in
屈服在我音乐的力量之下To the power of the music that I write
夜晚音乐的力量The power of The music of the night
你一个人就能让我的歌曲飞驰了You alone can make my song take flight
帮助我做出夜晚的音乐Help me make The music of the Night
恐惧可以转变成爱Fear can turn to love
你会学着去了解发觉这个男人You'll learn to see To find the man
却暗地里梦想成为俊美的男人But secretly dreams of beauty
暗地里...暗地里Secretly, secretly
来吧,我们得回去了Come, we must return.
别再提黑暗,忘却这些恐惧No more talk of darkness Forget these wide-eyed fears
我在这里,没有什么能伤害你I'm here Nothing can harm you
我的话语能温暖并抚慰你My words will warm and calm you
让我带给你自由Let me be your freedom
让白天带走你的泪水Let daylight dry your tears
我在这里,在你身旁陪伴着你I'm here with you, beside you
守护并引领你To guard you and to guide you
说你爱我Say you love me
在每个梦醒时分Every waking moment Turn my head
谈谈夏日时光,让我坠入情网With talk of summertime
说你需要我陪伴Say you need me with you
从现在直到永远Now and always
向我保证你说的都是真的Promise me That all you say is true
那就是我对你的期盼-That's all I ask of you
让我做你的避风港- Let me be your shelter
让我成为你的阳光Let me be your light
你很安全,没人能找到你 You're safe No one will find you
你的恐惧将远离你Your fears are far behind you
解脱是我唯一所求All I want is freedom
一个没有黑夜降临的世界A world with no more night
而你,永远陪伴着我And you always beside me
支持我并保护我To hold me and to hide me
请你告诉我Then say you'll share with me
Saturday, November 18, 2006
一首簡單的歌
一首簡單的歌
這世界很複雜,
混淆我想說的話
我不懂,
太複雜的玩法
什麽樣的禮物
能夠永遠記得住
讓幸福別走的太倉促
雲和天,蝶和花
從來不需要說話
斷不了依然日夜牽挂
唱情歌,說情話
只想讓你聽清楚
我愛你是唯一的傾訴
寫一首簡單的歌,
讓你的心情快樂
愛情就像一條河
難免會碰到波折
這一首簡單的歌,
並沒有什麽獨特
好像我
那麽的平凡卻又深刻
我一直在思考
讓你了解我的好
卻忘了
常常對你微笑
失去的忘記的
我會盡力去彌補
你是我最珍貴的財富
寫一首簡單的歌,
讓你的心情快樂
愛情就像一條河
難免會碰到波折
這一首簡單的歌,
並沒有什麽獨特
好像我
那麽的平凡卻又深刻
簡單的歌
WO~
EN~
寫一首簡單的歌,
讓你的心情快樂
愛情就像一條河
難免會碰到波折
這一首簡單的歌,
並沒有什麽獨特
好像我
那麽的平凡卻又
深刻
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Death Note

終于睇咗Death Note真人版了,期待了很久。真的很好看~
原來我自己都有一本死亡筆記,以前人哋送嘅~個時都唔知係乜~原來部戲咁好睇噶~雖然有人話呢部真人版好唔忠于原著,但可能我之前無睇過漫畫嘅原因,所以我無乜感覺,反而覺得真人版好好睇,甚至比動畫(我睇完真人版就Down返來睇)仲好睇~
不過其中有D情節(真人版)我覺得好郁悶嘅~首先,夜神月太好勝了,當L揾咗個死刑犯冒充自己嘅時候就急不及待咁殺咗電視上個個假L,實在太沖動了,我一直以為月只會殺壞人,但原來唔係!實在太無原則了!
另外就係月居然可以故意策劃詩織嘅死,真係恐怖,為咗贏居然可以犧牲自己嘅女友。
P.S. L好cute啊~哈哈~
如果你有一本死亡筆記你會點用???
生什么病時有乜嘢唔吃得?
感 冒 : 香蕉, 橘子,蘆荀汁,冰,羊肉,薑母鴨, 煙酒
咳 嗽 : 冰淇淋,橘子,炸,烤,辣,花生,酒,甜食
急 性 胃 炎 : 油炸食物,酒,辣椒,糯米
慢 性 胃 炎 : 生冷食物,酸酵食物,甜食
腸 炎 : 香蕉,蕃石榴
胃 腸 脹 悶 : 花生,蕃薯,蛋發酵類,豆類
急慢性肝炎 : 鵝(雞,鴨)肉皮,肥豬肉,煙酒,不熬夜
心 臟 病 : 暴飲暴食,高膽固醇,太鹹食物
腎 臟 病 : 啤酒,汽水,鹹魚,筍干,鹹菜
糖 尿 病 : 甜,酒,油膩,炸烤,高熱量食物
低 血 壓 : 芹菜,宜早睡多運動
高 血 壓 : 太鹹食物,蛋黃,動物內臟,乳酪,動物性油,腦髓
消化性潰瘍 : 豆類,竹筍,鹹菜,糯米類品,酒,鳳梨,辣椒,番石榴
懷 孕 時 : 酒,煙,咖啡
跌打骨膜炎 : 香蕉,竹筍,酒,酸菜,辣椒
跌 打 損 傷 : 豬頭骨肉,醋,花生,甜食, 香蕉,啤酒
痔 瘡 便 血 : 煙,酒,辣椒,油炸物
風濕性關節炎 : 啤酒 ,香蕉,肉類,避寒露雨水
過敏性體質 : (蕁麻疹,濕疹,哮喘,過敏性鼻炎)海產 ,芋頭, 芒果, 冰,桂圓 ,荔枝
腦神經衰弱(失眠症) : 辣椒,酒,咖啡,蔥,蒜
Saturday, November 11, 2006
好攰~~好想喊~~
唔知自己從幾時開始變得咁脆弱,呢幾年經歷嘅嘢實在令我心力交瘁~~我好攰~
攰到無曬期望,無曬激情~變得好pessimistic
自己行錯咗~是否仲有機會返轉頭?!又有無勇氣返轉頭?!
呢幾年已經無曬眼淚了,想喊卻喊唔出......
Friday, November 10, 2006
奔波的一天
尋日我心愛嘅表表終于到手了~~嘿嘿~
今日為咗整條表帶要特登走出市區俾人整~~上完課就搭車出去,喺步行街行咗好耐先揾到間鐘表維修店,街邊擺攤個D我唔敢俾佢整~話曬都唔係好知呢度嘅情況~~都係小心D好~
個師傅好好人,好有心幫我整~雖然對于佢來講係A piece of cake~~最后收咗我2蚊,我來回車費都6蚊啊~陰功~~~
之后趕喺3點前返到學校去參加個講座,不過太攰了~最后都係無聽到~返咗宿舍訓覺~~
What's worse, 今日好曬~曬到我好辛苦~~又眼訓~~奔波勞碌~~
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Busy Tuesday
終于又平安度過一個Busy Tuesday,點解係Busy Tuesday?多得教務處不少啦~D課程安排都變態噶~
早上寫作,個老師又好興即堂作文~~下午上完Nigotiation仲要上口譯~~個個老師都唔係人咁"笨"~
今次就中招啦~俾老馮點中,考憲法翻譯~讀咗一次就居然要人翻譯~天才咩~~我唯有asked佢老人家repeat咯~呵呵~諗起都驚~
唔知點解咁小嘅事我都想寫低,可能想留返以后回味掛~~話曬自己做學生嘅時間已經唔多了~~~
有點不舍!
Monday, November 06, 2006
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Exhausted!
終于考完了~~考佐3個鐘頭~居然仲唔夠時間~變態~好在監考老師俾我填埋最后兩小題~可惜係亂填噶~~~全部ABCD~唉~
吃完嘢之后就去佐行街~刻佐只鋼牌,將我只頭像刻佐上去,背面刻佐名同埋Birthday,好靚啊~~呵呵~然后去"屈銀紙"買佐只潤膚乳同潤唇膏~唉~今時唔同往日了~要適當保養保養了~而且呢幾日真係干到死~~唔潤下都唔得~呵~
宜家坐佐喺宿舍,腳都係"冤"噶~~~
今朝晨早6點半就起身了~宜家好眼訓~~想訓覺~~
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Busy Week
今個星期真係好忙~要交Marketing paper嘅Proposal,又要準備報關員考試,5號就考啦,3個鐘頭啊~~~朝早9點半考到12點半啊~無陰功~~都無復習好,越來越無興趣~可能當初都係人報我又報~都唔係自己真正想考嘅~~~

點都好啦~~努力埋呢幾日!!!
跟著落來嘅日子將會更忙~12月要考CET-6,又要做Paper,下學期仲要考TEM-8......
真命苦~~~
今日終于決定好了~~買佐只EF-507D-1AVDF~~~




